Karla Hoffmann , [I know taking full name freaks you out, I am trying the same :) ]
I never asked about GMAT in my precious mails because I never knew how is it progressing. I am glad you are are bang on that. I still say if GMAT can be stabbed to death, it will be you in the warrior attire [Warrior attire means in the frame of mind you are, right now.] We will meet ,Karla , and we will meet smiling. Smiling on past, smiling on each other and smiling on people around us who said that we were weirdos :). I will wait for that day and your smiling face, may be I will be in tears that day but I will be smiling from ear to ear in my heart. I will not talk on Rachel, as we have talked enough on something which isn't real in our life. Lets can this crap, again, mutually with a smile :) Yoou wrote, I have been living my life like never before. I like every day! :).... I loved this, I am more than glad to know that. Now see who is inspiring whom. I need to be like you. Rocking, exploring yoga, Pilates and smiling in gratitude, shouting ,"I like everyday!". I will try to be like you, Karla , you just be like this and be my inspiration. Job no more!. If nothing gud came out of our last fight, still there will be one fucking good thing. You kicking the job, you company got long deserving kick! :)Karla , this is in reply to your these words, "You contributed to your problems, not to my problems. Trust me! This time I know what I am talking. I was never sure of you, never sure of what I wanted out of our realtionship, and so I stand here today. Do you see what I wished, however unconciously, but I wished, and so I recieved. You cannot have a maifestation out of broken/ confused wish. I doubted you, I doubted your integrity."I did mistakes and you did too. I was not sure then neither was you. However, now when I look back all I can say that we made good mistakes . Good because they were honest, Innocent and instinctive or impulsive. These are called 'Good mistakes' or mistakes in good direction. Its necessary to make good mistakes. if those would have not been committed, you would have never discovered yourself and I would have never manifested my real self. It was painful, unexpected and also seemed sucidal, but thats what life is if you live like an explorer. We will be explorers making mistakes in good direction, good mistakes! :)You are always with me and my soul is always with you.You are never alone!- Iar
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